I made the Dean’s List this past quarter as I attained a 3.7 gpa YET I can’t even pass a damn Intermediate Algebra placement test at Mt. Sac.
WTF. I’m trying to be optimistic but at best, I won’t be graduating till Winter 2015. I’ve failed. I suck.
I always take the hard route and it ends up biting me in the ass.
The only good thing is that I can say I learned my lesson. Plenty of regrets and redo’s I wish I could do throughout my time thus far in college but I can’t change the past. I just have to accept the fact that this is my situation now and make the best of it.
Life never ends up happening the way you wanted it to. I was hoping to finish college by the time I was 21, start out with a 40-50k job but now it seems like I won’t finish till I’m 23-24 and potentially stuck in a $10/hr internship till I graduate. Its embarrassing. I’ve let my family and myself down.
What I need to do:
- Work HARD. I’ve progressed since I first came into college but its time to take another step foward.
- Find a JOB. $10/hr internship isn’t too bad for a college student but that stuff doesn’t fly when you’re an adult. Yeah, I haven’t finished college but its time to put my big boy pants on and find something that pays better than that.
- Get FIT. I haven’t been to the gym in over a month. Work/School/Laziness consumes me. I’m 25 pounds heavier than I was at this point last year. I need to be more disciplined. Less FB/IG/Tumblr/Youtube and more exercising!
Praise God! Despite how I feel right now, I know He has blessed me in so many ways. God is throwing another challenge my way and it is time for me to overcome it.