SCHOOL IS THE WORST.
I made the Dean’s List this past quarter as I attained a 3.7 gpa YET I can’t even pass a damn Intermediate Algebra placement test at Mt. Sac.
WTF. I’m trying to be optimistic but at best, I won’t be graduating till Winter 2015. I’ve failed. I suck.
I always take the hard route and it ends up biting me in the ass.
The only good thing is that I can say I learned my lesson. Plenty of regrets and redo’s I wish I could do throughout my time thus far in college but I can’t change the past. I just have to accept the fact that this is my situation now and make the best of it.
Life never ends up happening the way you wanted it to. I was hoping to finish college by the time I was 21, start out with a 40-50k job but now it seems like I won’t finish till I’m 23-24 and potentially stuck in a $10/hr internship till I graduate. Its embarrassing. I’ve let my family and myself down.
What I need to do:
- Work HARD. I’ve progressed since I first came into college but its time to take another step foward.
- Find a JOB. $10/hr internship isn’t too bad for a college student but that stuff doesn’t fly when you’re an adult. Yeah, I haven’t finished college but its time to put my big boy pants on and find something that pays better than that.
- Get FIT. I haven’t been to the gym in over a month. Work/School/Laziness consumes me. I’m 25 pounds heavier than I was at this point last year. I need to be more disciplined. Less FB/IG/Tumblr/Youtube and more exercising!
Praise God! Despite how I feel right now, I know He has blessed me in so many ways. God is throwing another challenge my way and it is time for me to overcome it.
Alive (Zedd Remix) by Empire Of The Sun
